haix

I hate myself. I hate myself. When we dont have each other. dun let the memories fade

WHY?!

I hate quarrels. i really hate them. Nice going anyway. I dunno what else u wan from me. Give me that one reason. pls? If not i really dunno how to keep my love for u that strong anymore.

Why

I hate to see u cry.
hear also i heart pain.
i just dunno why i cant express my feelings to you over the phone or wad not anymore.
i hate myself.

I'm Sorry

I dont see a need for this
reserving what we mean
showing me that we
could actually just end this

Between the fights
and all the time apart
I just wish we could
be like that one first kiss

Chorus

BUT I KNOW
That we could be
SOMETHING MORE Then THIS,
i could show u if,
u would just take notice.

theres nothing i can do
when we are all quiet in the same room
feeling down and out
with our feelings bottled up

i just need u to know
that i love u so
that when u breakdown like this
i just wanna kiss ur lips

And i know that youuu
could be laughing more then thiss
i could show you if
you just look at me.

I wanna be your one and only
I wanna hold u tight when u are lonely
I wanna make u smile with an stupid expression
i just want u to know that u are my oxidation

HAha.

Morning! =D I going school now play bball and badminton! ahahaha
Bet u shopping like dunno what only. hahaha. love

Missing u!

Haha. I very guai today bi. I whole day at home guitar and slack. =D love u. nights.

I MISS U

haa. U nvr call me! i think cannot bah. Missing u already. I Fell asleep infront of the comp ytd. haha. Will blog later. Now still stay at home be a guai guai boy =D


HEY YOOOOOOOOOOO
MY SIM CARD REALLY NO MORE MONEY TO CALL YOU ALR.
BLOG MORE I TELL YOU.
I DONT CARE.
EHHHHHHHHHHH WHY YOU NOT ONLINE ONE SLAP YOU AH.

My Darling ah

Hiyo. Sorry sorry. I think was falling sick sia i. Hmmm. Anyway im up now to finish my WDS. =D I meet u for lunch k? =D love.

=D

Hey its okay! I mean if u think its weird then nvm de. Lol. Must eat with me soon ah. So far haven even once... lol

damn nice..

Let the memories freeze, Let them melt and become my tears. For i love u, I will walk away. Vent it all elsewhere.


-Love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife

Its all about you

I dunno why u will have this kinda feelings. I'm depressed that u would even have this kinda feelings. 猜不透. I just finish listening to that song. So freaking sad now.

Shoutout

I guess this is the only way for my mei to talk to me liao. Waiting u to call leh. U PROMISE??? So long liao. Dunno if u will even see my blog.

P.S. i dun have ulcers. LOL

AFk

Dun really fancy updating lol. Haha. If wanna know about my life then date me! hahahaha. Lao po dun jealous??? Anyway i only think about blogging cos i have this very dear sister of mine. SOMEHOW SHE IS MIA. Dun even wan contact this kor liao.. How? Call me k?

"Cause you shouldn't feel like crying so badly inside all the time'

P.S. Love Sakura Girl

Memories

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
为什么这时候忍心离我而去

I Dun Blame U.

I can always cook for u.
I can always talk to u on the phone
I can always show concern for u
I can always be that DINOSAUR
I can always give u hugs with affection

If only i could....

I'll sport a smile, take in some colour
Under the stars, i'll be ur lover
With no distractions, i'm gonna treat u right

Well it seems like things are only getting better
Well it seems like we can never catch a break

Just keep a hold on me, don't let go
If u float away, if u float away

Lets go to bed
Lets stop debating
Look at the time
We're always waiting
But we're in love, and that should be just fine

And if u like, and if u like some other time
I would to introduce you to the finer things
If we survive, if we survive get out alive
I would to say how beautiful i think you....

Dont talk to me about love ever again

DINO IS LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

Will be kept in memories forever... 13 E's

Holding on to water. Cya~ I TAKE IT ALL BACK. BYE......

Talking to you:)

Hahah, My heart aches without u =D Currently listening to Da Xiao Jie. U like?? =D

-Wish you were here (:

Monday!!

O.0 i love mondays!! Haha. Wonder how are u doing. Working to earn money to shop wor.. Haha. I know where to buy mood ring le.!!! Okay short post. TtyTONIGHT!!! =D

Hahaaa Random.

Yo.. The weather in Sengkang is like so cold. Like Aircon!! Its only 3 pm but the room dark dark le. Dunno how to go out later. Hahas.

-Wish u were here(:

Hi Love

Best Sentence She Said So Far. BSSSSF

I Will Try My Best!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Love ur personal msg too. =D

I Love You

Haha. Dun Sleep In The Cab!!! =D
Miss u already!! See u soon!!!!! Muacks

So early

Its like 540 in the morning... I CANT SLEEP!! Hmmm. Stupid sia this pretty lady that tag i know is who lo... NOT PRETTY ONE!!! haha Joking!! she chiobu worxzxzxzx. Bleahs lazy le. Going stone somemore.. =D Pei Siang!!! Miss u la.. Omgg...

Waa.... BORED

Someone ask me update sia... Lol. Update liao haha. TODAY BORED SIA!!! BOWLING LOL. WAN GO K BOX ON THURSDAY!! CAN SEE PRETTY LADY! LOL. FREE CONCERT

Yet Another Day.

Haha. Today some people will be very happy because their exam already over le. Lol... Met Irwin, Doy yong and St pats bros today. GO PLAY BOWLING. LMAO!!!! I LOST BY 4 PTS!!! ROAR. In the end get 110 pts nia. Haix. Someone keep nvr answer my call in the end is because nvr bring handphone out. Super sians de lo.

Just finish watching Hotshot latest ep... Getting exciting le.. Hmmm. ANYONE KNOWS HOW CHICKEN POX "CHUAN RAN" DE MA??? Hmmm. FOUND OUT THAT BEING A ANGEL IS NO EASY TASK!! WILL KANA ALOT TEMPTATION... SUPER HARD DE...

AND ONE MORE THING. I GOT LOST IN CLARK QUAY WHICH IS LIKE SO FUCKINGROFLMAO!!!! hAHAHHAHHA. ^^

" 我决定不追你了, 我要... 偷偷愛著你 "

LOL

Haix. So long nvr post le? Im just the type of person that wont write my feelings down... Cos i think people wont be bothered to look at them. Hmmmm.... Qy birthday just over. Hope she is happy bah. Promised her sth and will keep my promise.
Today Lian birthday wor. Tan Ah Lian. Happy birthday to u too!! =D
AND JY ALL SRJCIANS FINISH UR PROMOS LE WE CAN GO OUT!! Hahas. Now Sarah u must return my watch. Lol.

Who wanna go homeclub on 9 oct??? Its a thursday! I'm Selling tickets at 18 dollars!! Doors Open 9-3am. Interested call me k? Includes 2 free drinks and free flow of chips. HIYO. SO SIANSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS NOW WAD TIME LE I DAMN BORED!!!
Oh btw.... my mum say i sleeptalking. She says i will say wad " I'm sorry!! Dun leave me!!" This is a result of..... I dunno man. Haha. I'm weird. Okies. BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

WAD THE FUCK?

Emo............................................

Watching the cars go at this pace,
headlights go flashing out of place.
Im just drunk enough, to forget the pain
Saw u last at the train station
After all these years
No one told me that the stop
that I've taken was a stop too late.
The most familar stranger.

Quote of the day

And i think we should head for the finish line

Is life just liddat?...

[I dun wan to fight no more, i forgot wad we were fighting for]

Life is borin man. I'm feeling down. WHO CAN CHEER ME UP? How can i be such a different person infront of people. It makes it seem like i have no worries at all. But its totally so opposite. I'm such a lonely boy. Im alone. Im screaming inside. But i wont let people see through me that easily. Bleah. No.... I cant... I will not affect those ard me.... Let them be happy =D

4th Aug is over!!

WOOTS!!! IM STIIL IN A POST BIRTHDAY KINDA MOOD!! HAHA!! LOVE ALL 1A04 !! TY FOR THE BBALL!!! IM STILL STARING AT SOME OF THE WORDS TO TRY AND FIGURE THEM OUT!!! HAHA. HI SARAH!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WORS!! LOL!! NICE BRACES!! HAHAHAH IM SO HIGH! LOL ROFL LAUGHABLE!! HAHA!! JOSHY V.S JONAS!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!! THE FIGHT FOR PRINCESS FONTEYN! LMAO!!! JOSHY WON IN THE END LUHH! THEREFORE ITS JOSHY> JONAS! LOL!!! IM SIAO LIAO! OH HAPPY BURFDAY MOSH!!!!!!!! WAKKAKAKAKAKA!!!! AH JIE!! HURRY GO TELL MAMA UR SECRETS LA!!! SHE CAN BE TRUSTED DE!! SHI SHANG ZI YOU MAMA HAO!! WOOOOOOOO.

ITS 7AM!!

Tell me. WTH am i awake at 7 am ON A SATURDAY! Lol. Cannot sleep la. Later got Kovan league. Its dota. ya. Wadever. Hmmm. Red hair attract so much att. Omg. LOL

Sick... MAMA ALL UR FAULT!

Omg. The day before yesterday i said to mama zumei, I say: " God i am willing to be sick for my mama." I rather i sick then mama sick. Then the next day which was ytd. I GOT FEVER!! 39.7 Degrees. Omg. Hope Mama feeling better then can go for I will run =D
I shall go back sleep. Bye =D

24th July! Familar??

Happy Burfday Fon!!
Hope u like ur present lol. Anyways i just reach home nth better to do so im blogging. Hmmm. Fon u eat alot of cake leh!! hahas. K la. Dun disturb u on ur burfday. Anyways Sam Loh Burfday coming le!! HOW HOW?!?!??!?! Okay sleep. BYEEEEEEEEE!

SRJC!

LOL. Smuggled back into school ytd. FOR WADD??? Some dota competition. LAME SIA WAIT 2 hours then nvr play. Hahas. NVM. We name our team, TEAM ZUMEI!! LOL FUN SIA. Then Dy and I go bball court sit. WHILE WALKING DERE EILEEN SHOUT MY NAME SO LOUD ALL THE PEOPLE TURN AND LOOK! SUPER MALU CAN... Hahas.

After that go squash court see see. Saw pui kia!! hahas. Eat nvr jio. In the end found her at the coffee shop. LOL. To Cut things short. Took cab with zumei and dy lol after that meet ash go drink and go home. BORING!!! bye~

Why Why TELL ME WHY???

Lol!!! WHY I STILL CANNOT VIEW THE CLASS BLOG!! DAMN SIANS DE WORXZXZXZXZ! JYJY 1A04!!! I WILL BE HERE FOR U GUYS!!! =D

Class BBQ

Haha. I will Never forget the bbq. It was great seeing everybody again. No amt of words can describe my feelings on that day. Most of the class actually made it la. Yea lo. Sam was sick that day but still came down. Apreciate it.

BUT got one person hor, nvr come leh... then also nvr call me tell me lo. haha. Dunno who =p

Its tuesday now, everyones back in school. LOL SARAH CALLED ME IN THE MORNING!! For more details, ask Sarah to tell u why she told me it was my AVA duty that day!! LOL LMAO HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

P.S
Spider!! Ur tears are worth alot!!! Stop raining them all over. haha

??!!?!?!?

Class BBQ day!! Gonna be fun! Hahax. Got piercing on my lip le. Ash also. LOL. The piercing like lame ah. Hahas

Spain V.S Germany!!

WA LAU EH!! BORED LA!!! STILL WAITING FOR THE MATCH AT 2.40... SO LONG MORE!!! LIKE ONE HOUR!! Kkx... Nvm Go Disturb People On MSN And Go See People Blog!! Ciao~

BORED!!!

Bored Bored BORED!!! Wakakakaka!! Going JunLong house now! And Sam was sad today. DUN SAD!!! Smile! =D

Am I Stupid?

It has only been like 4 months in school but why does it feel so much longer? Why do i feel that i have lost sth impt to me.. I found out why ytd when JL and Jeremy talked to me, its just because I'm leaving those people that have nvr left me before but I just cant stay, I'm so sorry... I'm devastated.No more bball tgt, no more PE tgt, no more sitting in lectures tgt, no more slacking at cafe tgt, no more going art room tgt, no more bubble tea after cca's with squashies... No more... I'm really sorry, i will come back often just to visit 1Ao4 alright? Please dun forget me cos i wont forget u guys.To all those who where dere for me. Amirah, Fonteyn, Jun Long, Qi Jun, Regina, Ling Hui, Haikal, Zheng Tong, Men Shing, Kok Boon, Jonas, Sarah, Sam Branson, Sam Loh, Jeremy, Ting Yi, Huimin. I love all of u!! Ya.. And to the teacher's which took care of the class so well. Miss Ong, Mdm Noor and Miss Tan( Mrs Lim ). I will never forget!! J Cube, continue to bug Bob Lau okay? But continue to study maths k?
Tc people, Will always have u people in my heart. <3 WAIT ONE MORE THING!! WHO IS THIS?? =B
Sarah Quek, This year birthday can we celebrate together??

Hmmm

Thx Jia Jia for this blog. I suppose after i leave le. Then this is the only way we can keep in touch bah =D

a testing on ur new BLOG!!!

-jiajia<3